i no i should not i try... only do when is GEM need or breeding season but normal day NIKOLAI can not help with breeding season so i hope ALINA enjoys
maybe is strange to ask NIKOLAI seemed much sad, after do not want make feel guilty again
[unless he's as cool with it now that they've talked??? she doesn't know, but she does know... she hated to be responsible even partly for that look on someone's face]
is fine MARILLA nights was much strange nights i think many people say strange thing and do strange thing.
It was nothing you did to make him feel guilty. I think he was worried about hurting me. Since we hadn't talked about it and... Well he just wanted to make sure I would be okay. And he told me right away. I don't think he would feel guilty if it happened again.
[ A long pause and then... ]
Wait, why wouldn't he be helpful with your breeding season normally..?
i was thinking so but is still difficult to see. i am glad, though, that you now speak about it in place like this is best to have arrangement.
[but about... that...]
breeding season is about week 's time? every month and some and if want to settle early so as not be in discomfort for whole week 's time then should mate several times put seed deep in belly so body thinks okay! done!
i am so concerned some human is too ambitious and gem sometime make people so big? some even try fit jinba stallion and is not smart? there is other way to enjoy why not do...
if if he become like that again and is emergency you can call i i will offer to tend
was it because he was nervous about me when he was leaving? it wasn't anything you did. i'll tell him i talked to you. and i hope you can get past any awkwardness.
no he do try to be nice about leaving try to act normal not warm was i even though know in head that i should be was losing to reminders it was not nice.
it was foolish of i to hope for lover treatment even before i remember MARILLA night information i know NIKOLAI is not i 's i 's is not here, is all. just bed is lonely sometimes is not good enough reason to be cold.
but now that ALINA absolves i can talk to. so i will apologize. if forgiven, surely all return to normal. is good thing.
[ Ah. Alina understands now. Even she still misses Mal sometimes, gets lonely without him, but she's not sure she can tell Konoha that. It feels greedy to have someone like Nikolai and still want for more some nights. Even before that, loneliness was a constant thread in her life; it led her to more than one questionable decision. ]
i know what it's like to be lonely and how we don't always act the way we should or want to because of it. i think he will understand.
[That's the heart of it, as selfish as she feels it must be. Now that she remembers this night, she also remembers a certain Mal character, but... She also remembers promising to keep it secret, so-]
is bad thing about marriage, i guess become used to not sleeping alone
i will send sweets to home peace offering ALINA please enjoy also.
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Oops...
Yes, he is king of Ravka.
He doesn't really talk about it here.
[ Is she purposefully ignoring the bit where she waxed on and on about Zoya' breasts? Maybe. ]
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what is meaning?
can borrow so freely?
yes i
remembered that part first
i will keep secret
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Thank you.
I felt bad about telling you instead of him.
I just had a lot on my mind...
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no i should not
i try... only do when is GEM need
or breeding season
but normal day NIKOLAI can not help with breeding season so
i hope ALINA enjoys
maybe is strange to ask
NIKOLAI seemed much sad, after
do not want make feel guilty again
[unless he's as cool with it now that they've talked??? she doesn't know, but she does know... she hated to be responsible even partly for that look on someone's face]
is fine
MARILLA nights was much strange nights
i think many people say strange thing
and do strange thing.
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I think he was worried about hurting me.
Since we hadn't talked about it and...
Well he just wanted to make sure I would be okay.
And he told me right away.
I don't think he would feel guilty if it happened again.
[ A long pause and then... ]
Wait, why wouldn't he be helpful with your breeding season normally..?
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but is still difficult to see.
i am glad, though, that you now speak about it
in place like this
is best to have arrangement.
[but about... that...]
breeding season is
about week 's time?
every month and some
and if want to settle early
so as not be in discomfort for whole week 's time
then should mate several times
put seed deep in belly so body thinks
okay! done!
human is
not usually able to help like this.
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Ah.
So..... the dragon...?
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yes
was very hopeful
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Yes, usually that's a bit too much for me to
properly appreciate.
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please do not try to take that one
is not healthy for human woman i think
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Don't worry.
I'm not that ambitious.
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some human is too ambitious
and gem sometime make people so big?
some even try fit jinba stallion and is
not smart?
there is other way to enjoy why not do...
if
if he become like that again
and is emergency
you can call i
i will offer to tend
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[ Ouch. Alina winces thinking of it. ]
Please don't worry we have
[ Well don't get shy now Alina. It's perfectly normal to talk about your boyfriend's dragon dick and how to handle it. ]
We've figured out a few ways to
appropriately satisfy the both of us.
But if he is um
especially needy I can call you.
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and jinba stallion more big than dragon NIKOLAI
people is so foolish…
but yes
there is other way to be finding pleasure
when two body is not same
i know well
so good
and also good.
and also
thank you
for forgiveness.
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of course.
there is really nothing to forgive, but i'm glad we talked.
nikolai and i are both lucky to have you as a friend.
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should apologize to NIKOLAI?
was
was not most warm
when he leave before.
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it wasn't anything you did.
i'll tell him i talked to you.
and i hope you can get past any awkwardness.
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try to act normal
not warm was i
even though know in head that i should be
was losing to reminders
it was not nice.
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whatever you decide to do.
i'm sorry that was hard for you.
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even before i remember MARILLA night information
i know NIKOLAI is not i 's
i 's is not here, is all.
just bed is lonely sometimes
is not good enough reason to be cold.
but now that ALINA absolves
i can talk to.
so i will apologize.
if forgiven, surely all return to normal.
is good thing.
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i know what it's like to be lonely
and how we don't always act the way we should or want to because of it.
i think he will understand.
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is bad thing about marriage, i guess
become used to not sleeping alone
i will send sweets to home
peace offering
ALINA please enjoy also.
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thank you.
you'll have to teach me how to make treats some day.
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this i will gladly do
roommate is vanished so now barn is only one
ALINA can visit any time