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[lumberlady]

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"Ah, am I doing this right... ? Hello! This is Konoha! Please 'leave a message'!"

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[solmate]

was it because he was nervous about me when he was leaving?
it wasn't anything you did.
i'll tell him i talked to you.
and i hope you can get past any awkwardness.

[lumberlady]

no he do try to be nice about leaving
try to act normal
not warm was i
even though know in head that i should be
was losing to reminders
it was not nice.

[solmate]

i think he'll understand.
whatever you decide to do.
i'm sorry that was hard for you.

[lumberlady]

it was foolish of i to hope for lover treatment
even before i remember MARILLA night information
i know NIKOLAI is not i 's
i 's is not here, is all.
just bed is lonely sometimes
is not good enough reason to be cold.

but now that ALINA absolves
i can talk to.
so i will apologize.
if forgiven, surely all return to normal.
is good thing.

[solmate]

[ Ah. Alina understands now. Even she still misses Mal sometimes, gets lonely without him, but she's not sure she can tell Konoha that. It feels greedy to have someone like Nikolai and still want for more some nights. Even before that, loneliness was a constant thread in her life; it led her to more than one questionable decision. ]

i know what it's like to be lonely
and how we don't always act the way we should or want to because of it.
i think he will understand.

[lumberlady]

[That's the heart of it, as selfish as she feels it must be. Now that she remembers this night, she also remembers a certain Mal character, but... She also remembers promising to keep it secret, so-]

is bad thing about marriage, i guess
become used to not sleeping alone

i will send sweets to home
peace offering
ALINA please enjoy also.

[solmate]

[ That's not a problem Alina ever thought she would encounter, but one day she'll be back and sleeping alone again too. ]

thank you.
you'll have to teach me how to make treats some day.

[lumberlady]

[it sux…]

this i will gladly do
roommate is vanished so now barn is only one
ALINA can visit any time