[ Ah. Alina understands now. Even she still misses Mal sometimes, gets lonely without him, but she's not sure she can tell Konoha that. It feels greedy to have someone like Nikolai and still want for more some nights. Even before that, loneliness was a constant thread in her life; it led her to more than one questionable decision. ]
i know what it's like to be lonely and how we don't always act the way we should or want to because of it. i think he will understand.
[That's the heart of it, as selfish as she feels it must be. Now that she remembers this night, she also remembers a certain Mal character, but... She also remembers promising to keep it secret, so-]
is bad thing about marriage, i guess become used to not sleeping alone
i will send sweets to home peace offering ALINA please enjoy also.
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i know what it's like to be lonely
and how we don't always act the way we should or want to because of it.
i think he will understand.
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is bad thing about marriage, i guess
become used to not sleeping alone
i will send sweets to home
peace offering
ALINA please enjoy also.
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thank you.
you'll have to teach me how to make treats some day.
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this i will gladly do
roommate is vanished so now barn is only one
ALINA can visit any time