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[lumberlady]

[this time... the reply doesn’t come as fast.]

is much cruel joke. but i could practice birth. is good experience for new mother. surely.

[wray]

[ when the reply doesn't come as quickly, he knows he's done something wrong, and yet- ]

It was a joke they should have never played on you.
I am uncertain if there is anything I can say to lighten to blow, but I hope you are alright.

[lumberlady]

[this is when she has to decide. Konoha doesn’t like lying. Sometimes it feels like she should for the sake of others but she doesn’t like it. It’s not even that she’s ashamed of feeling emotions or anything like that, it’s just-

She’s just-]

there is nothing for saying to change feeling sad.

so is just sad.

was cruel, but is over. so i try for thinking good of it. is good to see husband ‘s midwife skill. is good to practice. is good to have free flower. must be some good.

but still sad and sad is doing nothing good.

[wray]

[ sometimes, six wishes he was as capable with finding the right words to say as his captain is, or as that man was, when he desperately needed it the most, because as he is right now, he is at a complete loss when he goes over everything konoha just told him. then again, is there anything he can say to make her feel better?

probably not, but he doesn't want to let this go unanswered, so he has to try: ]

I think, sometimes, it is alright to be sad- even if it isn't doing you any good.

Even if it solves nothing.

Sometimes it is better than the alternative, where you pretend everything is alright even when all you want is to disappear.

[ even if these are the wrong things to say, they're as sincere as they'll ever be. ]

I am here for you, should you ever need it.

I can... bring something sweet.

[ ... what, someone told him that helps. ]

[lumberlady]

[did she want to disappear? (did he?) she’s just... so disappointed, so crushed, her hopes, naive and desperate as they might have been, still painful when they shattered.]

thank you SIX

i no feel shame for sad... but frustration. want to feel different. want to be like other MOONBLESSED who is happy and relief for no child. not like now, as doctor say SELFISH.

i like sweet, but no chocolate. you no have to, but is happy making to hear.

[literally nothing about how he’s been in person tells her he’s good at comfort or comfortable with emotion, but he still offered... so she grateful just for that.]

[wray]

[ it's hard to tell, but he's getting somewhere, he thinks. or at least, it's a start. ]

I don't believe anyone has the right to call you selfish. Isn't this what you wanted most?

That alone warrants the frustration you feel.

[ and he gets it. he does- ]

If ice cream is okay, then I can bring it when I drop by. It is strawberry-flavoured, I think.

[lumberlady]

yes, is... but is told to want in LUNATIA is SELFISH because of not knowing future or time to leave or stay. but if have child child is part of i...

[And she has to believe that would mean that wherever she went, it would too. Surely. Desperately. Otherwise... what? She’s just supposed to be here for a year now, maybe more years, and just... never know that joy?]

... i like strawberry.

🍓

[wray]

That... will always be uncertain, in a place like this.
Yet even I know that some things are worth that risk.

[ strange, how easily these words come out of him, but if he has to apply them to himself- ]

I will be there shortly.

🍓

[lumberlady]

[... that’s it, wasn’t it? she doesn’t know, but... was it selfish to want children just because she couldn’t guarantee nothing would separate them? how could that be, when even in her own world... miscarriage, childhood illness, war, plague... there are so many ways parent and child could be parted.

but wasn’t it worth the risk?]

... SIX is kind.

thank you.

[she’d much rather cry over brain freeze than the flower she’s planted by the side of the house.]